grandma...

my grandma been admitted to Selangor Medical Center 3days ago...
n today she will b facing a surgery...
it is because there is occlusion in her vessels...

that answers why she has swelling legs during my last visit....
poor she...
i hope she will b fine..i dun hav a chance to meet her b4 da surgery coz i hav class...;(

im sure my mom n bro are sad rite now...dey r very close to grandma
my mom keep on calling me...
she acts like nuthing but i know deep inside she's crying....

GRANDMA...i hope u r going 2 b fine....

out!!!!

i went out wit azreen yesterday after one month havent meet him!!!

really exciting...

but...b4 kwa...sumthing happen....

mmg really bt i marah...hahaha

tp bler ingt2 blek...mmg klaka.....

aduhai....

like this....

we all suppose kwa at 1pm..then at 11am,azreen call

azreen : ann im going to b late..my aunty dtg..i pun tatao dier nk dtg...

ann : late? then nk cancel ke?

azreen : no la..juz nk delay..like kul2 or kul3

ann : delay? or cancel? kalo mcm tuh kul5 ke..6 ke...or at 10 also can

azreen : r u kidding ann? at 10 da mall oledi close la

ann : so? ikut skela kul bpe pun...

azreen : u r merajok wit me huh? ala..sowi ann..sowi...i hav to delay..sowi...

ann : ok2...juz meet at 4pm...bye....

cpt temperd btol ann nih..mak cik dier nk dtg la senget...adoi....

then...btol2 at 4pm he reached UPM..im wit my sour face get in da car...

he said sorry toooo many time..but i juz ignore him... (jahat btol ann nih)

well..we all smpi sunway pyramid..then msuk mall..ms tuh ann still dgn temperd giler dier tuh..cm PMS plak....hikhik

pastuh da lm2..im ok! hikhik...we took pic....

bought sum stuff....

new mp3 n new voir dress!!! nice one....

thabkz azreen!!!

HIV awareness program-it begins wit u

i went to a HIV awarenss program in IMU...
n MY GOD!!!
IMU mmg gler best n lwa punyer place la...
futuristic abes la da building...
da hostel...
then it juz nex to bukit jalil stadium..perfect!

back to HIV program...

actlly da program tuh buat for medical student..

ader four medicl school yg participate...

UPM...UITM...UM n IMU....

ader mcm2 talk bout stigma towards HIV patient...
doctors told their stories...
pres of MDF...
even da HIV patient sendri dtg n told their stories...

really opens my eyes la bout stigma towards HIV patient...

even sum doc hav stigma...can beleive dat?

i was surprised....but datz da truth...

da best part is poster competion...
a welldone clap 4 my coursem8!!!
we all send 6 entry....
4 manage going to da final...
2 form da 4 win da main prize!

UPM won da 3rd place n da most awakening award...

dat juz great!!!!
clap2....huhu..
bange ak jd medical student kt upm..we beat um!!!
but IMU won da grand prize...huhu...
nex tyme la beat diorg...
nex year ader lg...hikhik

n i bought a shirt...
on dat shirt written..

"im a hiv +ve...will u hug me?"

deep meaning huh?

wanna try wearing it in da mall...

gEmOxZ!

getting FAT?

hahaha...wat's going to happen...i gain 1KG!!!!
aarhh....tips! tips! how eyh nk lose weight neyh?
da wisau...kang lots of spare tyres n muffins ms wear jeans...
Xnk..Xnk....

HELP!! ASAP!

global peace festival 2008 n kami da concert

well yesterday i did split myself into 2 events!!!
1st went to da volunteering program=Global Peace Festival 2008..
its a fun work 2 do...
at 1st i was blur wat 2 do coz i didnt get da brief..but when i reachd dat place,i saw thousands of University students from Malysia n also from other countries like Brunei,Thailand,Indonesia,etc



<--representative from UPM...my fellow coursemate

after registering...we all get free tee,cap n badge...

we all were divided into 60 groups..many group huh?
i'm in group 42! huhu......

each group are assigned to clean up FLat Seri Angkasa...

my group hav to claen da block18 of dat flat....

then we all are divided into smaller group...



1 group hav to paint,one group hav to clean da drain n last group hav to pick up rubbish..


i was in da paint group wit my other 4 Thailand's fren..juz me n amey from Malaysia...Amey is actlly my new fren..he's studying at UM in Economy...




painting wit my new frenz..dey all r friendly...knowing dem 4 a day means a lot to me!
gonna miss my frenz from Thailand...




really tired after duin da community service thing..but i did enjoy it very much!!!
after duing da community job we all hav to gather to watch performance..
but instead,rep from UPM taking a break n eat icecreamz! hahaha....










after dat..i straight away go to Stadium bukit Jalil to attend a concert...hahahah
i stayed dere from 4pm till 12am!!!!!!!!
Crazy huh?
well..its true...i enjoyed myself dere..a day wit music n jump...
mmg big crowd dere...yg front of stge mmg gler abes! area2 yg kna pgr pun pnuh..at the back lg rmai abes lepak2 smbl dgr dr jauh....mmg sgt rmai...
but o@G juz per4m one song...poor dem....

well..da day seesion is less GEMPAK than nite one..

da nite one is really a BLAST!!!!!!!

i watch nearly 20groups!! really a sweaty day...hahahha
here's da list of band...

• Plague of Happiness
• Couple
• Blind Tribe
• Laila's Lounge
• They Will Kill Us All
• The Aggrobeats
• Koffin Kanser
• Kugiran Malaya
• Seven Collar T-Shirt
• Pop Shuvit
• Dragon Red
• The Pilgrims
• Pure Vibracion
• One Buck Short
• Bittersweet
• The Times
• Republic of Brickfields
• Love Me Butch
• Meet Uncle Hussain
• Butterfingers
• OAG

a lot huh?? yup..damn lot!

da concert ends at midnite...

really tired...sweaty..n HUNGRY! hikhik

during magrib break...tyme to recharge!

really2 big crowd! n happening crowd until i need da sesak nafas n search 4 oxygen...
huhu..im having a great weeknd! but then on monday i hav test! hahahhaha

dunno wat's going to happend....lalala
lantklah kan?
aper kesah....ms mude la nk enjoy..nt da tua xkkn nk g terlompt2...hahahaha

ha..da funny thing is! ader one announcement made by da mc...

Kepada adik Nurul bla2..sila ke parking B sbb mak anda suruh balik!!

dere also a dad searching 4 his child my Luv Me Butch per4mance...

Xsngka ader dad yg sanggup msuk crowd yg tgh giler...

even i pun terpernjt..coz dat guy ingt im his niece....adoi...

dat guy mesti syg hell kt anak dier..datz y sanggup msuk crowd....

salute!!!

LaUndry day...

its friday n im X going home diz weekend...

wanna know wat dat means?

i hav to wash my clothes by myself..

n i hav 2 do HANDWASHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaaaHHhhh.......i hav 2 wash my one week clothes!

surely i'll pengsan at the washing place in da pail....hahaha

after class,i start opening new laundry bussiness...

i start washing my clothes at 3pm n finish at 5pm...2hours of suffering...

<-my one week clothes!

huhu..juz alot of clothes to wash......

then i iron my baju kurung 4 nex week's class....

wat a tiring day..

after all things done...i laid down on my bed n fell asleep!!!!!

hahahaha...........

juz look at my face

after washing lots lots of clothes......

very2 tired.....huhu...

work..work..n work...

hmm...dunno wat's happening!

i hav tons of notes to read! da notes r thicker than da oxford dictionary!!!!!!!!
getting gila!!

my time juz filled wit reading notes until i cant remember..my brain getting exhausted each day...

later u'll find me in Tanjung Rambutan..hahaha

diz weekend i'll b volunteering 4

Global n Peace Festival 2008 at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil...come..come!
at da same day,dere will b Kami da Gig! waa...

wat a fun day!! im gonna 2 split myself n attend both event...
n my aim is! buying Band Couple tee!!! n oso Estrella if dey hav tee...hikhik

really looking 4ward to this weekend...
weekend full of life..

but then on monday i hav assessment!!!

p/s : see diz link if u wanna know about da Global and Peace Festival

http://gpfmalaysia.org/

tEsT!!!!!

arrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i juz hate test....

benci2...

today i ader scientific methods test n i blew it off..really2 blew it off!!!
i cant answer a 11marks Q! not enough tyme..

at 1st i 4got da formula..
but thrn i hav to change da figures n hav to claculate it back..

then suddenly..time's up!

put ur pens n pencils away....

argghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun want 2 fail...

i stayed up all nite juz 4 diz test....

LeArNiNg n cOpiNg

yesterday...
suddenly i get emotional...n i cried...

i feel like tired wit my studies...
i hate failing..
i hate working hard but yet still at da bottom..
i juz hate it....

i almost give up wit all diz...
sum how i ask myself...y i take meds?

i can take any course in msia wit my CGPA 4.00..
but instead i choose a hell course-DOCTOR OF MEDICINE (MD)
i know its my dream becoming a MD...but da dream seems faded away...

luckily i hav azreen to comfort me...
he told me his story...
a story dat makes me think back...
a story dat wakes me from my own world...
a story dat asks me to move on n catch up life...

thanks azreen 4 da story...
i'll remember it 4 da rest of my life...
n i luv da curry part...hikhik (i know u'll read diz)

luv u so much dear..btw,azreen is a guy ok...im not lesbo...

ha...i found a funny cartoon it is bout benefit of being depressed...(since when dere's benfefit of depressed? )

back to college...

im going back to my NERD life 2day...

i luv raya holiday..i didnt study a thing 4 10days! can u believe it?
hahahhaa....
dunno wats going 2 happend 2 me...

back in matriculation,i was a hardworking gurl n my life is all bout studying...
but now,sum how i lost my study spirit..i juz dunno y....

people still look at me as a hardworking gurl whose study a lot..
but now..
i'm d opposite...

i hav 2 build da spirit back..i hav to...

kAmi

i juz watched KAMI the movie!

the story is damn touching....da saddest part is when Abu dies!! nearly cried dat tyme.....

da story really shows me how hard life is n not everybody r fortunate....

some people dat r less fortunate may do sumting wrong..sumting dat against da law..so,we as fren should help dem stop duin it...

everybody should watch it....the soundtrack also cool! n lots of cool shirt...indie art clothing really develop well...

ha...i'm promoting Halusinasik..its my fren's clothing line...nice design n cheap...i repeat..cheap!

so,check dem out during da gig...

btw...anybody..do buy me couple band tee...i dun hav tyme 2 go 2 da gig...pls! any1....

rAya..rAya...rAya....

faMiLy piCtUre....(my bro is not in da pic...he's at kampung)

it's raya..as usual..i missd da sembahyang raya....

juz hard to wake up early in da morning.....hikhik

i dun need to fast on raya! yesh...but..i'm preparing 4 WEIGHT GAIN! yeah....

my cousins all staying in my house...so u know how chaos it is rite?

my hands are full during raya..lots of things 2 do..entertaining da guest....(which i hate...)

on d afternoon,we all going back to our kampung in pahang....its my real kampung...

luckily i dun hav to use da well as source of water or hav bath in river...hahahaha

but da sad part is..my grandma is not well...

she's having swelling leg..really swell i tell u...

she cant walk..she hav 2 use tongkat to move around....

i know she's crying insde...i juz can feel it...

when i see her...i'm afraid of my mom having da same condition too when she gets old...

surely i cant see her like dat...n i'll cry if i see her like dat...

i luv my mom so much eventough she luvs to nag..well,datz mother rite?

i juz luv to make her angry n nagging...like a music u know....

cutie us....

getting gila wit DUIT RAYA...

gedik is our middle name...

messy us....tired after long journey...

pLaYinG bUnGa aPi.....

i'm twenty..but i luv playing bunga api...

seems old rite?

but gurls need sumtyme to hav fun n btw,gurl's luv having fun n becoming notty...

its a sexy mix ok...hahahaha

luckily i'm having a camwhoring siblings..

so,we all too
k so many pic....

we enjoy so much during dat n8...n i miss my tyme when i was juz a little gurl...

being a small kid,letting me 2 do wat i want without thinking bout responsibility...no need to take blame or even feel shy bout anything...

can u guys remember,when u all was a kid..

u don't care wether ur hair is messy or not...or ur clother match wit ur shoes or not...or even ur attire are 4llowing da trend...

but now! as we grow older..we think all of dat....we afraid of being messy..afraid of being out of trend type of people n afraid of everything...

life juz get tougher..n tougher...juz hard....

i miss my little gurl tyme....

really2 misss it....=(

day b4 raya............

i juz luv raya..but when it comes 2 raya,i'l think bout...

GAINING WEIGHT!!!!!
(btw, i'm a big eater...huhu)

as usual..my fam will cook our own rendang, kuah kacang, nasi impit n kuah lodeh...

well,diz year..i manage to kacau da rendang!

hahahhaha...(big experience 2 me coz i hate cooking... =P )

sumtymes i think y we need 2 cook rendang 4 raya?
watz da significant eyh?

i juz dun understand.....hmmmm.....

ingredient needed to cook rendang n me! cutting da daun kunyit...

<-my dad! kacau rendang

its quite a tiring day...but i cant wait 4 da nex day!
its raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hikhik
welll..new clothes...huhu
most important is...DUIT RAYA